The Better Straw …

The Better Straw

A chance to love again…

Exercise this tired organ.

Yearning to love, whether broken or yawning

Apparently. “Joy comes in the morning”.

But my chosen straw filled with laughs and mourning.

 

A child tired of lies… originating from family ties

You walked a mile… with a smile.

I just wondered how you slept at night.

Your heart harder than cemented tile.

Afraid to fight, a fathers fight.

 

Now you say “a brother or a sister ??”

I guess a chance to exercise this broken organ

To mend my tired … broken heart

Maybe their birth could be a start.

The better straws out of the Four…I promise you., Guidance, Affection & protection

 

Two by Two or 2 x 2 ,

 You two had the better straw out of the four.

I prayed for a time of our family’s love & peace, “Lord please…”

But, Best the abuse was out the door.

 

Little brother, little sister

Understand there was not another mister

Because of the this thing we call “love”

So I took on the role of a father, in this dysfunctional & chaotic picture.

Your time was far from perfect, but closer to something healthier & richer.

 

The physical, mental abuse before your time…

The everlasting effects on brother and I…

Should be forbidden and regarded as a crime.

Insomnia nights, alongside a cheeky cry.

In you two. I heal my tired… broken heart

Self-taught loyalty and love so I raise, teach & will forever guide you two.

You both dodged our bullet, with a more concrete start

Now I see you two blossom, oh … my creative piece of art.

 

So, I tell you this … you had the better straw, the better straw.

I understand the struggle of an absent father

But I am here to guide and protect you

Fairer chances at this life for these 2 straws you should rather.

 

Note : For the love and bond of family,I will give every breath to make sure specifically my younger siblings are good. They are me and I am them. I feel it is my role to help, support and guide them. Even to that, children are innocent they do not deserve to be brought to a world of suffering or pain, they deserve love, loyalty, trust and respect.So prepare for them a safe and stable environment. xoxo

“Beloved, if God so loved us, we ought to love one another” –  1 John 4 vs 11

“But if anyone does not provide for [their] relatives, and especially for members of [their] household, they have denied the faith and is worse than an unbeliever ” – 1 Timothy 5 vs. 8