01/01

04/01

It hasn’t been up to 7 days into 2020 & I will happily sum up my first week for ya with this facial expression “😊” as I write this because 😊😊🥴…

I have cried, laughed, prayed done it all these past few days. I have also been quite emotional towards a lot of things & semi nonchalant. I was hoping for a better start to this year but one thing I’m not going to do is give up…

20/01

January’s coming to a close.

At church we’re having 30 days of praise & I swear something has got to give I’m trying to make it to as many as I can because I know God is about to do a GREAT thing!

I know God’s carrying me. He may feel far but I know he’s very near. Within the last few days I can’t deny he has shown his blessings.

I have been forced to say ‘God be good to me‘ & he was.

It’s like I nearly forgot the God I serve he who done it before will he not do it again?

This journey I am talking about is a journey many people won’t understand. It’s very personal & real.

One thing I realised this January is the same things that made me fall last year I see them trying it again this year. But I’ve decided to be stronger this year, whatever that means all I know is I MUST put my faith in he, who writes my story 🖊.

‘Its gonna be a long road, so help me God.’